just realize..

so.it is the long holiday now.
some of my friends are on the muslim thing to SA.
and the rest are in qatar.probably studying for the coming up IGs.
but this is not the point anyway.
the point is, i just realize wat i dd wrong and who i rele like.

u know as time pass by..many things changes.
ur favorite colour..ur favorite song etc.
but one thing will stay the same.
that is the person really love.
doznt matter wat happen..
the position of that special person in ur heart will never change.

sometimes..i heard people say they fall in love with the wrong person.
but wat can we do abt it? wat changes can we make?
even if u like ur best friend's bf/gf..wat change can u make?
even if u know that person love someone else..wat can u change?
even if u know u and him will never be together..wat difference can u make?
even if he is a bad bad guy..he is still special to u.
if u really change ur mind..and not love him anymore,
then i think u dont love him enough.

sometimes..it is just special thing in him that makes u love him so much.
it is just that special thing that no one else has.
and it is that special thing which causes the chemical reaction and makes ur hormones works. and increases ur adreline.

loving someone without them actually knowing it is very difficult to do.
but love is sacrifise.
if u love him, then u hav to sacrifise.
even though u know it is impossible..
even if u expect the amount of love from him in return..
we can not force things to happen.
we must let it happen...naturally